Wednesday, October 8, 2008

scared to love michael? not anymore... i refuse!

um so i was scared to love anyone. I was terrified to love Michael, but im doing it and im done being scared. Im scared cuz i've only loved one other person and he broke my heart... bad.
but im tired of being scared that Michael will be like him and do that to me too. I trust michael and i am going to love him with all my heart. If he does take it and break it then oh well. yeah it'll hurt pretty bad... really bad... but ill know that at least he did love, and ill still love him with all the peices! <3 he is my everything.
and idc what people think about us if they want to start rumors then let em. Idc if people think i am pregnant or whatever. LET THEM. it doesn't matter to me you matter to me and we know the truth and if anyone wanted to know the truth they can ask me. Im not going to lie. ill tell you exactly how it is.
5-17-08... almost five months baby! you're the best! MWAH! xoxoxo

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