new years

i was just thinking about the band trip for new years.

i am so freakin excited!!!! it's going to be so much fun!
i wish it was next week!
well i promised myself i wouldnt do this but i ruined my christmas ahahaha again

every year whenever my parents would leave us kids at home we would unwrap our presents and then rewrap them so we know what we got already.
and i didnt want to ruin my christmas this year but too late. hahaha '

it sucks but im excited to get my presents.

i hate breaks. weeks off of school are so sos o boring!

ugh i want to pack for the trip already but ill wait hahaha.
see you guys tomorrow!

optimism!

so....
6 freakin months baby! <3
im so happy.
michael is just amazing!

i met Radio! :D
haha from the movie! yay!
except it was the real guy that the story is based on!
which is even cooler!

daddy gave me an early christmas present!
shh! don't tell mom hahaha

i dont really know why but i am extremely happy.
last week was THE worst week ever. just felt like one bad thing after another. idk
but im rather optimistic this week :D

:D :d :D :P :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)))) :D yay!
ps. just so you know and if you didn't.............. i love michael
8D

worst day

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she's moving
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my best friend
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my other half
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across the country
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D=
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life sucks!....

='(

michael is all thats left of me

not much to say just another boring day. <3

uh... IT"S ALMOST 6 MONTHS!!!!! yay
i just saw a picture today of us like the week we started going out.
hahahhahaahahaha omg we look different!

when he hugs me and then like looks me in the eyes and idk seems like he is searching them for an answer... but then he simply wispers "i love you"

WOW he sends shivers down my spin. like i can't even explain.
i love this kid so much.
i wonder what he is thinking when he looks in my eyes. probably the same things i am.

a lot of people get scared when they are with someone for this long...
should i be??? IM NOT
is that bad??? IDK
should i worry??? WHO KNOWS... but im not.

i don't see us ending anytime soon. if i did then i would worry, but i love him and he loves me and im not scared. not at all.

also... a lot of people describe their relationship as a fairy tale...
WHY? i dont get it...
i was never into princesses but didn't they usually start of bad and end perfect?
wasn't the girl like helpless and he came and rescued her?

i saw that Enchanted movie and the girl fell in love wiith someone else.
THAT DEFFINATELY DIDN'T HAPPEN WITH US.
i was always happy with michael.

i am excited about it being a half a year!!!
thats the longest i've ever been with someone and im so happy with him. <3

scrabble is fun!

my best friends!!!!!!!! :