Friday, April 3, 2009


I just hope i get to see you over this spring break...
why didn't we makes plans?...
I wonder how long it will be before we talk again....
Fabi said maybe you would care more if you thought you could lose me. only i can't do that. i don't know if it is because it would hurt me too much to even think of that, or if i did and you still didn't care and how much that would hurt.

i love you with all my heart but lately it just seems like you dont want to be with me. :(
If you don't then okay. I understand, but I need to know.
I need to know if your whole heart is still in this relationship.

Im going shopping for prom dresses today, but if you don't really want to go then I don't see the point. :( kind having a bad day today so far i guess because nobody talks to me anymore...not even my own boyfriend. I hope that changes. I miss you so much.

this picture is what i miss. I miss when you would hold me bucause you just want to be close to me. I miss your big warm hugs. Now I only get little short ones. You seem different and I don't know why. I don't know what i did to change how you felt about me. I just want you to love me as much as you have ever loved me and not any less.
I love Michael Nathaniel Diaz with all my heart. More than I have ever loved anyone and that will not change. He is my world. ♥

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