the path has changed

so i know i talk about a certain someone perhaps more than necessary as if that's all i have in life.
he's just the most important person in it :)
so sorry i talk so much about him. haha

so many people would say that i am giving up an "amazing thing" or whatever but im not going to do band this coming year.

i just don't like it :( im not happy in it
it's so pointless to play the same thing everyday over and over for months and months for one concert that only our parents come to watch.

im not even going to use band sfter i graduate.
it is a waste of my time.
i should be doing something else to help me get to what i want to do when i graduate.



i want to do something along the lines of global economics or international affairs and spanish.
yeah yeah i know "oh you just wanna do it cuz you have a mexican boyfriend"
but it's not that.

i love spanish. it is so amazing being able to talk in another language and communicate with people.

and i like being at the top of my class in something.
yeah i may not be able to speak perfect spanish but i can understand it well and im learning.