SLEEP?...no sex

why does it always have to do with sex?
why can't i just sleep next to him?
i've fallen asleep many many times on him.

i know my bounaries and i know how far i can push myself and when to stop.
so... why can't i just sleep next to him?

i wish i could fall asleep in his arms and wake up to those arms still around me.
i fell asleep. he was there. a bad dream? oh yes... and i awoke but he wasnt tere.

he makes me feel so safe. he protects me from the others at school. when other guys would hit me. it's only play but he keeps me safe.
and when im cold he keeps me warm. when my stomach attacks me he makes it better.

he cares for me and that makes me smile. im happy when he's near.

i only wish i could fall asleep in his arms and wake up to his smile.
but whay can't i sleep next to him?
ill tell you why...

because society has made it where, if two people of the opposite sex sleep together then somehow sex is always involved.

our promise: we wouldn't have sex until we're old enough and have enough money for if i do get pregnant we can pay for the baby.

why is this so weird? i love this promise and im so happy that we can have a relationsip that is based on more than sex.





I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND! AND EVERYTHING HE DOES FOR ME. NO MATTER WHAT OTHERS THINK. HE IS THE BEST TO ME! :)

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