you ever get those days when you feel that you're just not good enough?
today's that day... =/
so many times i've been told otherwise but i cannot stop believing that michaek's mom doesnt like me.
today: she said she was picking michael up for soccer. i ussually take him home. so i think okay whatever thats fine.
then as soccer begins i text her that we get out at 6:15.
she says to me "does michael want me to pick him up?"
me: "u told him you were so i guess. but if you can't then we can take him. it's up to you."
her: "ill be there"
i know i couldnt hear her but that doesnt sound to me like she likes me.
ugh. guess it's just my head again. sometimes i think im being stupid. i want for her to like me so bad i'll do anything.
and then i feel that no matter what i do, it won't help. i screwed up, and i can't change how she feels about me. :(
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